I had a miscarriage yesterday. I'm feeling really flat today. I've found the last few weeks so stressful. I have known that something was wrong for about 2-3 weeks. To the point where I felt relieved at the end that I hadn't been going mad! It followed the same as my two previous miscarriages, strong early symptons that drop off from 6-7 weeks. This was the opposite of the pregnancy which ended in a baby. In that one the symptons developed slowly and were worse from 7 weeksish.
Two weeks ago I had a 'reassurance scan' which showed a fluttery heartbeat but I knew the dates didn't match. I had the follow up scan yesterday and went on to have the miscarriage at home in the early evening.
It's been absolute torture to wait for the second scan. Especially as I really felt I knew what the outcome would be. I have felt insanely angry with anyone who has been trying to reassure me that it would be OK. I knew it would not be and it made me feel like they didn't want to listen to me.
Arghhh.... I feel cross....I really hoped we wouldn't need to face this again if we wanted another baby...stamp, stamp, stamp....it's so unfair that other people pop their babies out with no problem......I can't imagine what it would be like to think I'm pregnant and going to have a baby rather than I'm pregnant and I don't know how this will end so I'll try not to make any plans!!!........