I found out i was pregnant with my fourth on the 13 of march, that was my first positive test. I was pretty horrifed to be honest and my husband and i went back and forth with the idea of termination, but neither of us could really do that. I accepted i was going to have a baby, but still didnt feel excited or felt like i wanted it. Horrible i know.
Then on tuesday i started to get some brown smearing, that turned to fresh red. My midwife referred me to the gynacology ward up at my local hospital whom did a scan and told me, that there was a sac in my womb, but that it was measuring 5 weeks 3 days and was empty from what they could see. By my dates, lMP was 10th feb and i should have been around 7 weeks. They said there was a lot of blood in my womb, but that the sac itself was a perfect sac, and there was no blood actually near it, itself. They said there was a big clot behind my cervix waiting to come away.
They sent me home, and told me that if the pain and bleeding got worse i should come back as they werent able to rule out an ectopic either, just because i have a funny womb and they werent able to see my left overy and tube.
The next day the bleeding did get heavier, though i wasnt in hardly any pain really and i passed a clot that night. I thought maybe that was just the clot they saw on the scan, and my baby sac would be okay. However whilst i havent passed anymore, i am still bleeding fresh red. I have to wait till next thursday for another scan, and i am going out of mind. Having this happen has made my husband and i realise just how much we do want it, and i keep thinking, i made this happen, because i didnt want it to begin with
If it held on, its due date would be my husbands birthday we are so sad. Is there any chance there could still be a baby there, next thursday, even though i have been bleeding for 4 days now? I still get a strong positive on a test. Stronger than it was on the 13th and the 16th of march