i miscarried and thought I was fine and now I want to wail out loud.

[oranges]

I really thought I would be okay. I bled, and miscarried without anything stronger than paracetamol. But now I can be at work, or at home and I can feel my face twisting, as if I just want to burst into tears. Please tell me its just a hormonal imbalance. I don't know what to do.

we had quite a nice night tonight. bowling and drinks with friends but dh is still preoccupied and tired. i veer between annoyance and sympathy. he won't talk to me about anything important and i end up feeling more alone. humph. hormones, grief, a long winter. baaaad combination.

oranges - so sorry you are going through this. Men often find it hard to communicate emotion - maybe you could email him or write him a letter? You might get more out of him this way. My h harboured a lot of pent up emotion after our m/c's and it harmed our relationship a lot. He now emails me if something is on his mind! Sounds weird, but works for us.