November last year I had a miscarriage - I was already blessed with two gorgeous (if mischevious) boys and was very lucky to become pregnant soon after the mc. I now have a beautiful baby girl of 14 weeks. We have had a lovely family Christmas and I know how fortunate I am.
Today however, for no apparent reason, I am grieving my unborn and feel very low. I know I wouldn't have my dd if I had had the other child, and I wouldn't change her for the world. I don't want to talk about it at home as I don't want to bring my sadness into everyone else's happiness, but felt the need to say it somewhere. I miss my baby who was never to be born.