I found out last week I have had a MMC discovered at almost 11 weeks, having had one last October at a similar gestation, and had surgical management two days ago. Both ivf babies. I’m absolutely devastated and can’t see the wood for the trees. However, I am 44 and can’t imagine putting myself through this again (we do have one more embryo) as it seems clear to me it’s my body that is failing as my embryos were pgta tested. I threw everything at this, having had two hysterscopies folllowing my last d&c, and also added intrapalids into my treatment. I’m now not only grieving my baby but the realisation that I will never be pregnant again nor give me son a sibling. I’ve been pregnant 4 times, with only one child. I do realise how blessed I am to have him, and he seems more of a miracle than ever now, but I am devastated. Not sure why I’m writing this. Any advice, words of wisdom, tools to manage this grief so appreciated…