I've had 8 losses all in, I have 3 healthy children my recent loss was 8 months ago and i found out at 9/10dpo im pregnant im 4wks 2 days pregnant, I have extreme fatigue and constantly running to the loo, but I cannot shift the fear and paranoia that this little one isn't going to stick, its currently 00:53 uk time and im literally on the verge of a panic attack slightest little niggle or pain in my hips back or stomach im on edge is anyone feeling the same way or felt the same way and was able to go on to have a healthy pregnancy ? I dont have anymore pregnancy tests to take to see if the lines are getting darker but I did take LH tests and there almost dye steelers but I know they aren't accurate to use, I cant help but be sick with worry, I just dont know how ill be able to cope until I can book in for an early scan, any tips or tricks to help keep my mind at ease because im honestly struggling mentally right now I keep preparing for the worst sorry for the long post but nobody else is awake and I dont have anyone else to talk too about this help this freaking out mum calm down thank you for reading xxx