Im not really sure if im asking anything or if I just want to get this off my chest.
Little back story, Had 2 early miscarriages, back to back when we first started TTC, got referred for some tests, consultant advised I started taking low dose asprin, got pregnant the next month. I Had read alot about progesterone online and managed to get the consultant to prescribe it and managed to get an early scan at 7 weeks, then had another at 9, then stressed the whole pregnancy!!! Luckily our beautiful rainbow baby was born healthy and happy and is now 3 years old.
Dh and I have not been using any contraception since September time but not really trying trying, just seeing what happens.
Fast forward to June and i have low iron levels so had some routine bloods and I asked my GP to check my hormone levels and it came back that my HCG was elevated so GP suspected I was PG, did a test that night and it was negative, so waited until the next morning and got the faintest positive, did a digital which said Pregnant 1-2 so I suspected I was having another MC. Went back to the GP and she checked my HCG levels and they had dropped significantly and I started bleeding the next day 😢
Is it sheer bad luck? Is it because I didn't have the progesterone like I did with my healthy pregnancy? Is it my age? Was i just a complete bitch in a previous life??
I dont know! I'm confused, frustrated and just really sad about the whole situation. 🤷♀️
I would love that pregnancy you see other people have, like in films, when everything is all perfect.
My GP has referred my to a reacurrent MC Clinic do im just waiting for that.
Anyone else been here?