Feeling sad this evening

[Aimz1232024]

Have alot of stress and trauma related to a loss early February. I tried to conceive right away and ovulated march 10th but believe I had a chemical pregnancy. My period came around two days late and now I’m CD9 .. I should be feeling hopeful to try this month but I just feel scared and deflated that I will either not ovulate due to stress.. or I’ll ttc and it won’t work. Did anyone else feel like this? Was it all ok in the end and you got pregnant again? Worried it will never happen again for me.

We are TTC after losing our son last May and can't give you a success story (yet!)

I completely get how you feel, the pressure is unreal and TTC whilst grieving our babies is so lonely. The rollercoaster of emotions- hopeful, devastation deflated and everything else we feel every cycle and every day is absolutely exhausting.

I hope we both get to bring our rainbow babies home soon 🌈

Sending you lots of love.

I miscarried in February too so no success story yet but ttc straight away after MMC unsuccessfully. I’ve opted out of it this cycle (did test with OPKs to see where my ovulation was falling as my body readjusts after the MC) because I need to put that focus into my mental recovery instead as I am having days when I’m really struggling. Ttc is hard, loss is hard and I know I can’t continue to put that pressure on myself and get a positive result from it so instead I’m focusing on getting myself healthier (physically and mentally) so I am ready again. Probably not helpful, but wanted you to know you are not alone in how you’re feeling.

Heres hoping for rainbows all around 🌈

Sorry for your loss and I hope you’re ok.
its so hard going through this.
i felt my cycle was finally on track but im cd 11 today waiting to ovulate.. and now I’ve started to bleed again?! It’s just exhausting and i feel I’ll never get pregnant again. Like the hope is slowly fading away.

I've been experiencing the same and was diagnosed with cervical ectropion which is caused by horomone imbalance I believe. I suspect the stress of the last year has played a huge role in this! If it becomes a regular thing for you too, might be worth getting it checked out.