Feeling Lost

[LittleBubbleBee]

I'm feeling abit lost really and would appreciate other people's views on who has been through this.

I unfortunately had a miscarriage around 5 weeks pregnant, it's been 4 weeks & I'm still bleeding and still showing up positive. I have been to the hospital for blood tests etc.. its slowly going down so I need to keep going back every couple of days.

It's really effected me. I'm so heartbroken
I'm so angry & think why me
Me and my partner have a child that is 11 and for years I have always wanted another but it was never the right time, we had our child young and struggled with money and at times still do now but we are better off and finally agreed to try again.
I was so over the moon to get that positive as I had been hoping for years to add to our family.. I had a week of pure happiness to then miscarry
My partner said once I'm better we can try again but I'm so broken, I keep thinking about what should of been and how I was excited for my birthday as it would have been near my 12 week scan and everything else that would have happened in this pregnancy.

I hate when people say at least it was early
I understand people have went through alot worse in pregnancy but I can't help feel so sad.

What was everyone's 5ish week loss like? Is it normal to bleed this long? Did you try again soon? When did you feel happy again?

Thank you for reading

I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I’ve had 2 MC, first around 7 weeks, second at 8 weeks so can’t really compare the bleeding, but what I would say is push them for a scan if things aren’t resolved soon. With both my MC I had RPOC, first time it lasted ages as I was just a bit fobbed off and took their word for it, but 2nd got resolved much sooner as I pushed for scan.

Also I want to say I promise you won’t always feel this horrid. You’re in the thick of it now and still suffering physically with the bleeding/ blood tests which mean’s its impossible to gain closure, but you will get there.

Life’s so bloody cruel sometimes, but I wish you lots of luck for the future, keep going x

Thank you for getting back to me

I'm sorry you have went through this, it's such a lonely thing to go through even if you have the support.

They gave me scan & couldn't see anything
I have went in 3 times for bloods, my hormones levels are going down but not fast as they should so I have to back in again next week for more bloods.
They didn't really have answer for the continued bleeding that's been over 4 weeks now.

There's days I feel fine then my heart sinks when I remember how many weeks I would have been, life is definitely cruel at times.

Hope you the best too. Thank you xx