Hello everyone. I'm not really asking a question, just looking to offload a bit.
We've been TTC for 3 year now and I'm a fertility patient at my local hospital due to not ovulating because of PCOS.
We found out we had concieved our 1st in May. This sadly ended in a MMC. It was quite a traumatic experience. We had seen the heart beat 5 days before being told there wasn't one. The medical management didn't work at all so I had to go through that twice which wasn't ideal. It took me a while to drag myself out of the hole I got myself into.
I found out I was pregnant again the end of October and was over the moon. Went for a scan on Thursday and there was only two empty sacs ☹️ I 100% know I'm not off with my dates and got my first positive the beginning of November, so it's impossible that it's an early pregnancy. I need to have my HCG monitored now just incase they're psuedo sacs and I'm having an ectopic.
Oh why is life so cruel?!
I'm at the point where I'm that desperate for a baby I don't know what scares me more: not trying, having the heartache of negative tests each month or actually being pregnant.