Hey guys, just looking to share my story and wondering if anyone is experiencing similar. It feels very lonely going through this sometimes nd I think it might be good to talk about it. I've been TTC for 5 months. First month I tried got pregnant was so happy it was so quick only bloods at the doctors revealed it was an early pregnancy loss. My period went back to being like clockwork and I tried again and concieved again the month after my period. Exact same thing happened, I was gutted and reffered to an early pregnancy loss clinic but obviouslytheres a wait, i was told to keep trying if im comfortable doing so in meantime.. Since my last miscarriage I haven't had a period, lost that pregnancy the 31st of October. I have been having unprotected sex since in the hope of trying again. My miscarriages are so early that i thought id get a period a few days ago but it hasnt come and my tests say negative so far. I've found myself completely obsessed with getting pregnant and equally as anxious that the same time. Everyone around me seems to be pregnant, it's like an epidemic all of a sudden and I'm just heartbroken and scared. I have two girls my youngest is 5, and never had an issue with miscarriage before. My period hasn't come yet and I keep taking tests spending so much money just hoping and praying that it'll show positive, keep seeing evaps and convincing myself that it's a faint positive. Just feel crazy at this point😂