Found out I was pregnant early September. Ttc for 18 months with an early loss last April. So over the moon it had finally happened again. This time was supposed to be different.
11+5 yesterday and woke up feeling completely empty after a bit of brown discharge the day before. Private scan confirmed what I already knew. Baby died at 10+2. Going into hospital tomorrow to confirm as they won't accept private scan report.
I'm numb. I feel like a zombie. This was the happiest 3 months of my life. I can't believe we are back at square one again. I can't believe I'm walking around with my dead baby inside me. I'm in limbo. I don't know what to do with myself.
I just feel numb