Hiya all
Wow what an emotional rollercoaster of a week! So last week I had an early scan due to previous early losses at what i thought was 6w5d from date of lmp. The sonographer scanned me internally for all of 5-10 seconds and declared that the sac was totally empty no embryo looked like my body had absorbed it.. no f/pole expect to miscarry and day and even said to me about booking a d&c for that week 😳i was heartbroken and at an utter loss all week going through the motions of daily life like a zombie googling obsessively just trying to find a bit of hope to hang onto 😭
Throughout the week i have had zero pain or bleeding and if anything my pregnancy symptoms have actually ramped up a gear have started experiencing severe nausea and sore boobs..
Fast forward to today and saw a different sonographer..i couldnt even bring myself to look at the screen i was shaking with fear and anticipation to hear the bad news 😣😭She was so lovely to me and found a fetal pole and embryo but only measuring at 6 weeks exactly. She said she doesnt believe is a mmc but of course early pregnancy is fragile cannot make any promises as was no cardiac activity but at 6 weeks gestation that is considered to be normal. I have to go back in 2 weeks to check again for a heartbeat 🙏🏻
but at this point i hope i can finally get some reatful sleep tonight xx