I'm feeling very alone in my situation and wondering if anyone can relate at all 😓
Last year I had a miscarriage at 10 weeks, absolutely heartbroken after trying for over 2 years. We've just passed what would have been the due date so I know this hasn't helped my emotional state.
All of the support threads I read often talk about trying again and rainbow babies, but what if you never get that silver lining?
We have decided not to try for another baby any more, due to many reasons including health issues and also the son we do have has significant disabilities which are becoming increasingly harder to manage. It just wouldn't be fair on him or any future children. I know this is the right decision, but how do I ever accept that we'll never have the family we wanted? Our son is our world but it has been a long process of accepting how different our lives have turned out (I hope this doesn't sound bad, I think any parent with a disabled child can hopefully relate). And then I'm grieving the second child we will never get to have either 😔
How can this ever get easier? I just can't stop crying