Currently having the worst 7 months of my life.
last year on 19th September 2022 i gave birth to my beautiful baby girl at 22 weeks. We found out at the 20 week scan that she had only half a heart among other issues, she was diagnosed with Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome. The heartbreak and shock was unbelievable as we have 3 healthy children with no issues. Many specialists visits later it wasn’t good news. She lived for 1 minute only and then passed peacefully. I will never be the same after losing her, the pain is unbearable, the only thing that has gotten me through is my Husband and 3 other children. Fast forward to January 2023, unbelievably we found out we were pregnant again, we weren’t trying exactly but baby was very much wanted, it actually helped to cope with losing my baby girl (never to replace her). I went for an early scan at 8 weeks as hardly had any symptoms which is unusual for me and baby had no heartbeat, so missed miscarriage. First miscarriage ever. Weeks passed, so many hospital visits. Opted for medically managed twice over, no good so at 12 weeks pregnant had an MVA. Which brings me to now. 4 weeks post MVA, possibly just coming to the end of 1st period. No history of health issues with me or husband. Desperately want to try again but absolutely petrified. Im going to be 35 this year so time isn’t on my side. Is there any hope?? Xx