Hi, so 4 weeks ago I had my second miscarriage of the year at 7w pregnant, it was traumatic a lot worse than my first because one second baby was fine and had a heartbeat the next day nothing... they signed me off for two weeks after this. I then returned to work not feeling 100 percent ready but I hate having time off (I had a chest infection and had antibiotics whilst I returned to work) but didn't let that stop me. Fast forward a week and I woke up in the middle of the night in agony couldn't stand straight so went straight to a and e where they sent me for bloods, they scanned me and told me I had left over fluid from the pregnancy (which the body would eventually reabsorb) and a potential cyst on my ovary which looked like it had popped which both would be causing the pain I was having, I got signed off for a week by the gp however the practitioner at the hospital said (as im due to get married in 2 weeks and I work in the hospital myself) to take two weeks get signed off via gp and don't come back till after the wedding and honeymoon as I need to relax and not stress for my body to do what its got to do. I'm now nearly at the end of my first week and I feel so guilty about not going back, I've only got 3 days of work to do at the hospital (as I haven't yet collected a sick form for two weeks due to being undecided) but my partners worried if I go back ill do more damage. I'm at a loss because I feel like people will judge me as im obviously going to go to my wedding and dance which people may judge me for. I'm just such a stressy person I always do my best, I hate having time off, and I really care what others think and say. Please can you give me some advice?