Still missing my lost baby

[tinatsarina]

I'm not sure if I've worded the title right because it implies that after a while you should move on it something.
I have an older boy and then had a miscarriage in 2019 went on to have two daughters, but I still feel like I'm missing some part of my life.
I keep telling myself I that pregnancy was successful then I would have my two youngest as they were quite close together. But the emptiness isn't wanting another baby, it's wanting my baby. No one in real life that has experienced pregnancy loss has voiced this and I just wonder if it's something that I'm needing to deal with myself or do other women feel the same and if so, how do you deal with it?

Lots of typos sorry but I hope it's readable

I had a miscarriage and I’ve never gotten “over” the loss even though I went on to have two more lovely DDs. In my heart my boy is always with me. I don’t think you ever really get over it, you just get on with life.

Thanks wibbly, I guess I'm just worried my feelings might move from normal to obsessive.