hi,
I stopped the contraceptive injection an 2 years later still had not concieved.
we planned to try for children as soon as we married.
then suddenly i became pregnant.
we were absolutely overjoyed, on top of the world.
at 6 weeks i was at work, had a pain then began bleeding.
i lost that baby over the next few days.
about 2 months later, we decided to try again.
i became pregnant after about 3 months.
had a small bleed at 7 weeks, went for scaan, no baby, just pregnancy sac.
waited it out, miscarried at 13 weeks.
i believed there and then (1st July) as i lay in a hospital bed covered in blood that i would never ever have children.
i believed that we would be one of those poor couples who would make lovely parents but who would never ever have children.
I was convinced, you could have not disuaded me from this opinion.
Then in Otober i began to feel a bit "funny".
We went shopping and while out, i said to dh, "lets buy a test".
got home did it.....BFP.
we hugged then said no more about it.
we refused to let it into our minds, refused to be happy.
Nothing happened.
i felt sicker and sicker and sicker.
boobs killing me,
couldnt keep awake.
went to Drs.
early scan.....12 weeks.
there he was.....heart beating away...we had never seen this.
And now he is 4, started school in September and is the beat in our hearts.
We want to try again, but i am convinced that we wont be "allowed" any more, we are lucky to have our boy.
You NEVER know whta is round the corner for you.
If i had not lost my previous 2 babies, i would not now have our boy.
keep strong.
hth.x