Hello! I have read these post for years and have finally joined as I need support with my heartache.
A bit about me I'm a mum of two I have a daughter who is 5 and another who is 2 years old from a previous traumatic abusive controlling relationship. I am very fortunate to have my girls.
I always had a dream of how things would happen, and what I went through was horrendous spair the details.
I went on to meet an amazing man who takes care of both me and my girls. I knew i had the opportunity and was able to meet the love of my life I'd love to be able to grow a baby from pure love and experience things I didn't previously due to the traumatic relationship I had. I that I thought I wouldn't get to again.
I had a miscarriage in November 2020 (chemical) and felt sad but understood these things happened followed by another in November 2021 at 7 weeks and now I'm having my third at the moment 4+5. I started misscarrying on Wednesday.
I don't understand why this is happening why will my body allow me to become pregnant if I can't carry the baby. It's caused me so much distress.
I'm a very big mess right now and really want to be able to expand my family and have another baby. Im so fortunate to have my girls I know x