Hi everyone,
Posting because I'm feeling very down this morning...
I had a MMC in May 2021. At 8 weeks I felt all my symptoms suddenly disappeared (they never came back) so I raised concerns, but was repeatedly told all was fine because there was no bleeding. Despite my telling them I'd been pregnant twice before and knew my body, I was dismissed and ignored until 11th week of first trimester when I started spotting and was finally allowed to have an ultrasound. It showed a MMC. Baby had died at 8.5 weeks- the time I'd started raising concerns, but was ignored- while the remainder of the pregnancy continued hence no bleeding. I had an MVA in May and we've been ttc again since then.
Finally got a BFP in the last few days of December last month, a rainbow baby. For the last few days I've found myself in exactly the same situation- sudden loss of all symptoms, (which for me are lower back ache, sore boobs and horrific nausea) and getting more frequent period type cramps. We have a private, early scan this afternoon as it's torturing me not knowing. My head is telling me it's bad news because I have something to compare it with, but my heart isn't ready to give up yet. I feel sick at the thought of receiving bad news again at the scan today.
Just wondering if anyone has been in a similar situation and has any advice on coping with receiving more bad news.
Thank you ❤