Hi all, think I just need to write my feelings down really, I'm 38 a mum of 2 and I'm currently 9.3weeks with number 3 , 3 years ago I had a mmc found out at 12 weeks there was no heartbeat.
We've been ttc for the last 3 years and so I should be over the moon but I'm just so scared it's consuming my every thought.
The last few days the nausea has eased off which isn't helping my inability to stop worrying so much,
I've had 2 scans already 6.5 weeks and 9 weeks and have another private one booked for 10.4 weeks but feel I can wait it's just exhausting being so stressed put and can't be good for me