Ahh I don’t know where to start! I lost my beautiful boy back in July very suddenly. All appeared well at 12 week scan and then again at private gender scan. During my routine 20 week scan I was told my baby’s heart had stopped. I was induced that same weekend. We opted for post-mortem as we already have children without any issues and no pregnancy complications. We got the results back today and they have told us they found he had a heart defect, there was a problem with his spine and abnormal blood vessel in the placenta. I was 19 weeks at the ultrasound but he actually measured and been confirmed he died at 17 weeks. I honestly cannot stop thinking that I may have done or not done something which has contributed to his death 😭 we are being referred to a genetic counseller too. I managed to start to move forward and accept that my baby died but this has made me feel so bad and I suddenly feel guilty but I don’t know why!