Morning. I’m in hospital at the moment waiting for the process of losing my baby to happen. I had a bleed yesterday and came in for anti-D and to be checked over and there was no heartbeat on the scan. My baby had a heartbeat at the 12 week scan and again a week later after a small bleed at 13 weeks. I have been anticipating that this would happen in a catastrophising way but also hoping beyond hope that this time would be okay.
I had a miscarriage in September and another in December - at 9 and 5 weeks respectively. I think I am still in a lot of shock. Not really sure why I am posting - I think I would like to know what I should expect today to feel like. I had some cramping overnight but that has stopped and they have mentioned getting a pessary in this morning. My partner is allowed to visit me, so that’s one thing.