I don’t know who else to talk to but message on this group .... I feel so pained and low after having my last misscarrige 1 month ago , recurrent misscarriges testing is all normal on nhs , but yet I still keep loosing my pregnancy’s . I am soo fed up and losing hope of ever being a mum ! I sound weird maybe but soon it’s Mother’s Day and I just tear up thinking about how I should of been mum 5 times already .... :( I haven’t told anyone in my family about my losses but seeing my family happy and having children breaks me all the time knowing that they can’t even imagine what I am going through when they ask when I am going to have a baby , I always just say when the time is right ! , but in my heart I am so broken but trying to look strong outside. By the way I am 28 years and healthy so why does this keep happening ! I don’t have any children , this is even harder as I have so much pressure from family to have a child without them knowing what’s really going on . But I will never tell them as I would just break down !