Well I had a MC fairly early on. Didn't diminish how excited we were though. I couldn't stop asking myself what I did wrong so I opted for genetic testing to give me closure. It was a baby girl with 46 chromosomes. Everything I had hoped, wished, and prayed for. I know it's not fair to say this but I feel like God just waved it in my face and snatched it away. Now instead of feeling closure, I'm really wondering what I did to deserve this being taken away as well as what I did to cause the miscarriage. Why is this so unfair? My doctor tried to reassure me that it was maybe a heart defect or the brain didn't develop but I can't think that the only reason I miscarried was because I had a large subchorionic hemorrhage (as seen on the scan) who knows if it was there before or caused by the mc. Im just so down and out right now and I don't know if I've ever felt this sad before. Just wanted to vent is all.