Just looking for some support from those in similar situation.
I had a MMC 3 weeks ago.
My DH has 4 children 6-14yrs from previous marriage. I adore them and we have a great relationship, but they're not mine. Sometimes I see how DH is with them and it just breaks my heart. In my darkest moments I feel like his ex, who is by all accounts a shocking mother, could give him 4 and I can't even give him one. I feel like I've let him down.
Being a stepparent can be a very joyful experience, but at times like this it just makes everything so much harder.