Hi, sorry if the thread has already been done but I’m feeling today is a bad day and i’m just reaching out to others who have been through the same grief.
Me and my husband sadly lost our baby earlier this year.
We made the decision to Start trying again a few months ago... without success.
I’ve recently had another negative test.
I thought I could handle that as I've had previous negative tests and try and move past thinking we’ll try again next month. This one has hit me hard.
Our closest friends announced they were expecting yesterday. I am beyond over the moon for them and I didn’t feel sad at the time but genuine happiness for them.
Sadly Today when I’ve woken up and had that negative test result again. It’s got me hard and I feel like my grief is starting all over again and I can’t get passed it.
I’m also concerned as to why we’re not conceiving again.
I am grateful for everything we have in our lives and we are truly bless to already have a child but I can’t help but feel such sadness.