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missed miscarriage at 12 weeks?

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gamerprego · 06/06/2020 15:40

Hi everyone, hope your day is going better than mine!
Today I had my 12 weeks scan, very happy and expecting to come out with loads of baby pictures...
Got a massive slap to the face, as soon as the Sonographer went quite I knew there was something wrong..
and that was confirmed by "Have you had any bleeding....''
and then she goes I can't see any heart beat so need to do internal scan.
My baby there on the screen very still and no heartbeat.
The worst part? I didn't even know what to say or how to feel other than '' Can you please scan again?''
She called in another person to confirm that there was indeed no heartbeat, therefore I was given an early pregnancy unit number and that they might call me on Monday. but other than that no leaflet, no explanation whatsoever and to ask all my questions to EPU :/
I was sad for awhile, thank GOD my husband wasn't allowed in and I just told him when we were outside, I would feel even worse with him sat there and seeing it in person....
ANYWAY
After we got home we started to talk about it just to let it all out, and then after awhile I decided I don't want to talk about it anymore I just want to move on.
Right now I still feel sad but I do feel like I've gotten over it because there isn't much I can do.
I just want to know my options right now?
So baby mesures 9 weeks 5 days when it's meant to be 12+5
The sonographer said to me I might be offered another scan on the early pregnancy appointment but, is it really gonna change anything or just add to my misery?!
Also during this covid 19 situation will I have a surgery option to remove the baby?
if not what will be options? I have no idea as this was my first pregnancy.
Also I've developed a bump to add insult to injury, I went from size 10 to 12 can't fit in any of my clothes....
When will this bump disappear? when will I go back to normal?
Also forgot to mention I had no bleeding or pain whatsoever which adds to the confusion of why I have a MMC in the first place.
All I had was my symptoms completely disappeared at around 9 weeks, and I did feel like there's something wrong and kept having this dark feeling that something isn't right...but as I read other people having symptoms disappear as normal I though oh ok I should be fine but turns out my bad feeling was right....
Anyone going through the same? I just want to go back to normal and TTC ASAP
Any help appreciated ...
I'M SORRY THIS IS ALL OVER THE PLACE Blush

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Aria2015 · 06/06/2020 15:58

I'm sorry this happened to you. I've had a few miscarriages and have managed them in various ways so can hopefully give you some insight into your options. For my mmc at 11 weeks, I was given the option to wait and see if I miscarried naturally, this can take weeks and like you I'd had no bleeding yet so didn't want to prolong things. They then offered me an operation to remove the pregnancy. I took this option. It was straight forward and quick. I did have to have a general anaesthetic but was in and out of hospital in an afternoon. There was minimal bleeding afterwards. It took about 7 weeks for my period to return but I think that can vary from person to person.

For another miscarriage at 9 weeks I was offered to wait and see again (didn't want this) or to take some tablets to force a miscarriage. I took the tablets. It was over in a day and was uncomfortable, likes bad period cramps and there was a lot of bleeding. I didn't find it too awful though. My period returned a few weeks later.

Out of the two, the operation was the easiest physically but I felt I recovered quicker from taking the tablets because my body seemed to return to normal quicker.

As for your stomach going down. That happened pretty quick for me every time. As your hormones decrease and your uterus contracts it shrinks.

Hope that helps. Good luck with TTC in the future.

thankfulbee · 06/06/2020 16:06

Hi there, firstly sorry for your loss and that you find yourself here. Any sort of MC is horrible, but a MMC is even worse because of the time between the actual demise and the discovery of it.

You are exactly right in that it is not unusual for symptoms to start to recede around the 9w mark. This is very similar to what happened to me in that the start of the week that heralded my MMC, I felt my symptoms decrease a lot. On Tuesday there was a HB, on Easter BH Friday I had a heavy bleed and after getting a private scan on Saturday, it was confirmed I had MCd. I should have been at the 10w mark, HB had stopped somewhere 9+w. I was 'lucky' in that the bleed clued me in to something not being right.

This was back in April and I was able to get an ERPC by the following Wednesday - this would likely have been sooner had it not been the EBH meaning that EPU was still shut on the Monday. In terms of what options are available at the moment, it all depends on your individual Trust. With measures increasingly becoming more relaxed, the surgical option may now be once again available when it was not before. I was petrified I would not be able to have surgery and yet it was still being offered.

In your situation, you will have this discussion with your EPU who will confirm what is available. The three options are expectant management (wait to see if your body passes it naturally), medical (pills to encourage contractions and to induce the above) or surgery. As to which is right for you, that is a personal choice. For me, I just wanted to move on ASAP and could not bear the thought of having to pass the tissue at home, which is why I knew I had to have surgery.

Just a note on the surgery as you have mentioned it yourself - if you know you want this and they will not offer it you, because of COVID, I advise you make contact with BPAS (British Pregnancy Advisory Service) who are still able to.

Not to be horrible, but as you asked, your body will not return to 'normal' until you have passed the tissue because your hormones are still indicating that you are pregnant. I know it's horrible, but biology is cruel, and unfortunately your body has not recognised your loss yet.

I advise before Monday, that you visit the Miscarriage Association webpage to read up on the different options, and think about what you would like to ask for when you speak with your EPU. It is hard, but you also need to advocate for yourself and what you want.

I was in a very similar position to yourself nearly two months' ago now - it was also my first pregnancy. I know you're in shock right now, and experiencing a spectrum of emotions, but I want to tell you will get through this xx

SylvanianFrenemies · 06/06/2020 16:11

Ah I'm so sorry.

I had a mmc at 11w a few months ago. I took the tablet but ended up with a huge haemorrhage and emergency surgery (ERPC). This is rare.

I ovulated about 12 days after my erpc. I understand fertility often returns quickly. I had a period less than 4 weeks after the procedure.
At the time all options if waiting, surgery and tablets were available, though I imagine during lockdown the first 2 would be favoured. My stomach went down a lot straightaway, but I am still carrying a little weight round my middle. I am in my ordinary clothes, have been since a week after. It's worth mentioning I'm relatively old, with a number of pregnancies in the past so my slightly thick waist might have been a foregone conclusion!

You might be up and down, and that's ok. Be prepared that there may be a bit of an emotional crash after the miscarriage is complete. Flowers

BenScalesIsAGod · 06/06/2020 16:17

So sorry. Similar happened to me recently but was at an early scan not the 12 week one.

I had an erpc but some tissue was left over and it took a long time to get a negative pregnancy test. They weren’t offering surgery as an option anymore due to covid when the remaining tissue was found so I just had to wait it out Sad

gamerprego · 06/06/2020 16:37

@Aria2015
@thankfulbee
@SylvanianFrenemies
@BenScalesIsAGod

Sorry you had to deal with miscarriages : (
Thank you so much for your advice it really makes me understand more when I read other peoples experiences. Lots of love to you all for your support Flowers

Weirdly as soon as I posted this topic -sorry tmi- I went to the toilet and wiped up blood, nothing on my liner and not too much just on the toilet paper..
So should I assume it's going to happen naturally? : ( if so am I going to suffer eeek

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Aria2015 · 06/06/2020 16:46

@gamerprego the one miscarriage I had that happened naturally started off with bleeding that progressed fairly quickly. It was like a bad period, lots of cramping and quite a bit of bleeding.

Your bleeding may be the start of the miscarriage happening naturally or it could be the result of the internal scan. Perhaps see if it progresses over the weekend. I'd make sure you have some good painkillers like co-codamol to hand in case you need it. Discomfort anD quite a lot of bleeding is normal but if you experience any excessive pain or bleeding seek hospital treatment. Thanks

gamerprego · 06/06/2020 16:51

@Aria2015
Thank you so much Aria you put my mind at ease, yes as soon as I saw the blood sent the hubby to buy me some painkillers as I heard it's going to hurt...
Hmm had many internal scans early on when I was about 5 weeks and then 6 weeks but never had bleeding.
Could be though, either way I'm prepared with my painkillers Smile

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Mynotsoperfectlittlefamily · 06/06/2020 17:10

Plenty of painkillers and your favourite foods. Take your time before going back to work, telling people etc. Ask the EPAU about the surgical option if you are looking at it. Some trusts have suspended this service but others are still going ahead with them.
Don't be afraid of seeking help if the bleeding gets too bad or doesn't stop, feels like too many big clots etc. It is always best to be checked.
🤞 This will be over quickly for you, it is truly horrific and sitting there in the scan and immediately realising something is wrong is awful.
Lots of hugs too xxxx

gamerprego · 06/06/2020 17:13

@Mynotsoperfectlittlefamily
Thank you .>
Yep I will keep an eye hopefully it won't be so bad xx

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BenScalesIsAGod · 06/06/2020 17:17

I hope it’s not too bad for you. I found the whole thing very lonely - going on my own to the appt etc. Could have done with a hand hold at the time. Xx

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