I’m getting to the point I don’t know what more I can cope with. This was my first pregnancy, it was really wanted and planned. I first went off of work not long after I found out I was pregnant (I’m a frontline worker) because I started to have anxiety and panic attacks over going into work pregnant during the pandemic as social distancing wasn’t happening At work and not much was known and was petrified for my pregnancy as well as the fact of just come off of my anti depressant when I found out I was pregnant so was struggling. I then also went down with very bad nausea and sickness very soon after I was signed off to the point I couldn’t keep anything down and no anti sickness tablets were helping, this went on for around 6 weeks so was signed off work sick. Work knew I was pregnant. I got to around 10 weeks and that’s when the spotting started and my anxiety increased I was still being sick so was still signed off, and then at around 13 weeks I miscarried so was signed off for another 2 weeks while I went through it. I got a phone call today from work saying that hr keep saying they want to do a meeting with me and I was told that it could possibly (though not definitely end up with a formal sanction). I’m two weeks post miscarriage absolutely devistated and can barely talk about it without crying. I’m crying right now just writing this. I also have to relive it all with occupational health and have had to contact my union to tell them everything to see if they can help. It’s all too much right now I’m trying desperately to come to terms with my loss and now I have to worry about my job on top of it and have to go through it all again in meetings for work with my managers phoning me every week. I can’t cope and have no idea what I’m doing.