Hello,
I haven't posted to Mumsnet before but over the last year it has given me some great silent support reading everyone's stories and knowing I'm not the only one having a thoroughly s*#t fertility journey.
Over the last 12 months I have had two "straight forward" miscarriages and then this third one was completely different from the start. First of all it took over a week after my missed period to get a strong positive line, which still didn't really come. I had no pregnancy symptoms whatsoever and when I started bleeding and thought it was all over, it was only ever light, I guess giving me false hope. Now over the last week I have been back and fourth for blood tests with rising and falling HCG levels. (I'm actually writing this from the hospital as I am waiting for a doctor). I've just had my second scan to confirm there's no baby in my womb, but my HCG is on the rise again. I don't really know what will happen next.
But I can't help feeling betrayed by my body and I guess I just was hoping someone has been through something similar that could give me some hope? I have been referred to the recurrent miscarriage clinic at the women's hospital in Liverpool already by my GP already but no one could tell me what the waiting times were like, or when they will start clinic again.
Just feeling a bit lost.