It feels and looks like I JUST CAN NOT lose the weight I gained during pregnancy. I was diagnosed with a missed miscarriage(it was February 25th but didn’t discard miscarriage contents til March 3th the gestational age was about 8 weeks the doctor said but I didn’t find out til I started bleeding one night and went to the ER where it was confirmed a missed miscarriage.
I’m so frustrated and unhappy about losing my baby and also even more unhappy about the pounds I put on and before and after the miscarriage. I can’t even find a job because of the virus or go out to get some exercise, I know I can do them inside the house but I absolutely love walking outdoors, I trained myself to do at least 3 miles a day before I got pregnant. But I can’t even do 3 a day because I live in a bad neighborhood with my bf who has back severe back problems and needs to walk with me to make sure nothing bad happens and also to lose weight with me too. I have crying and really bad depressive episodes every single day and I feel bad that I have to lean on him so so much every single day, He says he leans on me just as much but I don’t know I still feel bad.
I’m also not quite sure if I am pregnant again because my periods will probably not be normal for a while and that’s what I and many other woman go by to see if they are pregnant. I feel like it’s slim to none chances to get pregnant again this early but Idk, I noticed about 3-5 days ago I had some white discharge and I think its just usually a sign of ovulation but I’m not sure if I’m just ovulating or not :(