My son was born sleeping at 20 weeks on 26th November 2019.
I was bleeding for 5 weeks and basically went to the hospital everyday begging them to do something, do tests, anything that could tell me why and to make it stop. I got told other and other again that "some women just bleed" or could be placenta previa which they wouldn't check for til my 20wk scan. They just kept sending me home after giving me a anti d injection.
On the afternoon on the 25th nov I got checked out again and was sent home saying every look welled. 7pm that night I went to run a bath and was heartbroken within seconds, I see my son cord...
Midwife told me my son still had a heartbeat but was slowing down and they couldn't do anything to stop the oncoming labour because of his prolapsed cord. I went home that night waiting for labour to start knowing my son was dying. I never stopped crying.
My son was born November 26 at 4.10 pm weighing 5oz and perfect and beautiful.
I spent the week with him just cuddling him.
I was told 4 weeks after i had a infection which was never tested for
Im broken, i want to bring him back, i know its impossible but i cant expect that. I just want my baby back and im constantly trying to finds ways to change this, to go back and get him, to help him, to stop him from dying
I failed him
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