Hi all, sorry to everyone who finds themselves on this board 
. I lost a baby at 20 weeks at the end of November, with a traumatic labour. I’m still waiting on counselling for this. I recently found out I was pregnant again, I though it would heal some of the past but I’ve been an anxious wreck. This morning I took another pregnancy test (5 In total) which came up a strong positive straight away, but about an hour after arriving at work I had a big flood of blood and now fear the worst. A and e said there’s nothing they can do and told us to take another test in two weeks. I messaged my bereavement midwife from my previous pregnancy who has arranged a scan on Thursday. How do I keep myself sane from now until then? Is there any hope for a positive outcome? X