I had a miscarriage at the end of October at 7 weeks. I got pregnant the month after before I had a period so I don't know exact dates but I estimate I'm around 6 weeks now. The night before last I had some pink spotting when I wiped. I've had pink or brown spotting when I've wiped on and off since then, although sometimes there's been nothing. This morning I've had cramping and some red tinged discharge when I wipe. It was around this point that cramping started last time and the spotting started a bit after. I feel like I'm definitely going to miscarry again and I just want it to happen now. The not knowing is awful. I remember how awful it was physically and how much it affected me mentally. I so desperately don't want to go through it again, but if it's going to happen I'd rather know. Not knowing makes it so much worse.
I don't really know what I'm asking. Just for a hand hold I guess.