I feel like im the only woman that feels like i do 😔

[Belly15]

Hi

6IVF treatments
4 pregnancies
4 losses
1 beautiful Boy.

I have just found out that im having a early miscarriage (CP) after my 6th cycle of IVF.

I never thought i would feel this again after having my DS yet here i am.
Im confused, i feel a fraud for mourning a loss from a CP... its so confusing
But most of all, i feel so alone. I have good friends and family around me but yet i feel like im the only woman in the world to be going through this.

Im so sad, feel totally deflated and questioning if i can do all this again (we have frosties)

A girl at my work is nearly 10 weeks pregnant, we got excited at the thought of sharing this experience together. Now, i dont want to return to work and see her.

Im angry at friends/family for not believing me when i said this was a chemical, im angry for letting them give me hope when i knew all along it was a chemical!

I just feel so shit

I'm so sorry you're going through this. I'm not in the same circumstances as you and don't really have any helpful advice but I didn't want to read and run

Take it easy on yourself, everyone's situation is different and you need to do whatever is best for you, don't worry at all about what other people think.

Thinking of you. X

Similar in that colleage is same stage I was.