Hi all
I’m absolutely heartbroken as had a scan this week (supposed to be nearly 10 weeks) and discovered baby measured 8 weeks 3 days with no heartbeat. This was a total shock as everything was fine at 6 weeks scan including a heartbeat, although I did have a horrible feeling that something had gone wrong since then so turns out it was right.
I think the miscarriage is beginning as I have started to have some ‘proper’ blood as opposed to pink tinge spotting.
I don’t have any other children so we are planning on trying again when we are ready. I’m scared that I will never be able to have a baby. Especially after I had 2 previous terminations a few years ago (both medical and very early on at around 5 weeks) due to failed contraception and it not being the right time financially. I feel like this is punishment for the terminations and that I will either not fall pregnant again, and if I do it will end in miscarriage again.
I am only 21 so still very young but just scared that the terminations/losses will affect my future fertility or ability to have a successful pregnancy.
I dont know what I really expect from this, I suppose it’s just a rant/hoping for people to pop up with similar experiences/success stories sad
To those who did manage to conceive after miscarriage, how long after and was it a successful pregnancy?