I’m desperately after some advice as I’m feeling so down and don’t know which way to go, so a few weeks ago I was shocked to discover I was pregnant completely unplanned as I was on the pill! I have 2 older children age 10 and 12 so thought my baby days were over plus my partner of 6 years had said he never wanted children of his own,
after the shock of the pink lines we sat down and decided it just wasn’t right for us to have a child of our own amongst other issues we would face financially it seemed impossible as we struggle to make ends meet as we don’t have much room and would mean my current children would be effected negatively aswell so after lots of chats and tears we booked for a termination,
We were advised 6 weeks would be the time we could go ahead but when we had a scan they said it was too early and nothing could be done and to return in a week,
As the week went on I felt my feelings changing I started seeing things differently imagining life with a baby again after speaking to my partner turned out he felt exactly the same and said we would cope and we both decided we couldn’t go through with a termination it didn’t feel right,
So going to our appointment yesterday we were hoping to see this little fetus we decided we did want and started to look forward to me being pregnant however the scan revealed an empty sac and the nurse said we can expect a miscarriage any day,
We’re gutted I feel like it’s been such a rollercoaster of emotions this last week and I now feel so unsure about the future should we try again? Or is it not meant to be as we originally thought? I would really appreciate any advice as I just don’t know what to do 😢 x