9 weeks since miscarriage

[chloeemma]

Hello,

It's been 9 weeks since I had my second miscarriage this year. I'm yet to have any children.
Iv just had my first period since.
Part of me is absolutely desperate to try again. Part of me is terrified as I don't think I could cope with another miscarriage. And another part of me thinks if i miscarriage again I'd get the tests sooner rather than later.

I'm still massively grieving. Some days, weeks I'm absolutely fine. But other days I'm a total mess. I'm at that age now (27) where all my friends are sharing there pregnancy's and I'm finding that so hard.
Iv had major issues at work recently with bullying and intimidation as well.

I really don't no what to do.
I conceive really easy so it hopefully wouldn't take me long again. I'm just so desperate for a baby 😢

Didn't want to read and run.

I can't imagine the heartache and I'm so sorry you're going through this , I've no practical advice but I did just want to say please remember it doesn't define you just because you're at that age.

Really hope things work out for you , all the best

No advice but sounds like you are letting yourself grieve as you need. You are young so time is on your side. Might be time to seek some medical help if you havn't already. Dealing with work stress on top of that must be really tough. I would try to speak to someone IRL if you can, xxx