Hi all, wanting to know if anybody else had a hard time mentally when thinking about TTC after having a living child, having lost one. We started TTC about 3 months after loosing our first at 22w and obviously I was horribly nervous it would happen again and thankfully all was fine. Now we thinking of having another and its brought up so much grief that I didn't know was still so potent. Its not so much nerves of loosing another (although I think you are so much more aware with every pregnancy), more grief for the sibling my daughter doesn't have (which is crazy because we would have not had her if we had the first IYSWIM).
I thought I was 'over it' but it has hit me harder than expected.
I hope this makes sense to people. Did/does anybody feel the same?