Ok so in 2011 at 17 years of age I had a miscarriage at 12 weeks I gave birth to my baby when in hospital but I have no clue where my baby went I was in a side room and was having contractions I had a massive huge clot and the nurse just picked it up and put it in the bin at that moment I didn’t think anything about the clot but after a while me and my partner we went back to look through the bin but it was gone and I never said nothing to no one as it was already gone but to this day I have believed my baby was put in the bin and it kills me I haven’t been able to heal properly because of it it breaks my heart thinking my baby was thrown away like trash and went to a land field full of rubbish 😠I guess I don’t know where I’m going with this post but I need to get it of my chest and I guess to ask is there anyway I can find out what happened to my baby 8 years on and I still haven’t healed like I should have ðŸ˜