7th miscarriage - don't know how to get on with life

[Mangoo]

7th miscarriage the other day.

I just don't know what to do with myself anymore. I'm really struggling to keep it together.

I don't know how to carry on with normal life. I sit at work and think, I can't do this forever without a family. Just work, go home, sleep and back again.

I don't care about anything anymore and hate myself and my body so much it makes me cry looking in a mirror. I feel pathetic and embarrassing. I don't want to be pitied by my friends and colleagues who are all moving on and having their children and leaving me behind.

DH has children already and I hate myself for thinking it but it makes me so jealous and lonely that we aren't facing the same future.

I don't know where to go from here. I am constantly being pushed back to square one, I just can't be satisfied with anything in my life.

So sorry to read this, I have had 4 myself and can really relate to the hating my body feeling. I was really low for a few weeks after the last one but have come back to myself a bit over the past few days. Take a day at a time and be kind to yourself it's truly a horrific and cruel thing to go through. Have you had any testing/treatment?

I’m so sorry. It is an awful thing to go through. I’ve had 5 miscarriages but now have 2 children. Have you had any testing done?

@Mangoo just giving you a handhold. I know how you feel.

@PJ12 I've sent you a PM, I hope you don't mind.