This is so hard. At the end of January I found out at a scan at 10.5 weeks that my baby had stopped growing st 7-8 weeks. Then a week later I miscarried and it was so bad. I was told it would be like a heavy period so I tried to suck it up but ended up in a and e having emergency surgery in a and e and went into shock due to loss of blood. It was the most painful experience of my life. And obviously horrible to know I had a dead baby inside of me for all that time.
Luckily i got pregnant again but last week at 6 weeks I bleed and passed a clot so I paid for a private scan where I saw the baby and a strong heartbeat and a haemotoma.
I was feeling exhausted and my breast were sore but suddenly on Wednesday night like one minute to the next my breasts stopped hurting except for if I poked them and I am no longer so exhausted. I almost feel normal but no bleeding as yet.
Having a third miscarriage is obviously devastating but not knowing when it is going to happen (I have two children and live on my own at the moment) is very difficult. I was in hospital for 3 days last time and had to take 2 weeks off work and was ill for a month in total like not able to look after my children to my best. Also I passed out from the pain and luckily my partner was there to take me to hospital. He's not always in my city and I'm terrified it will happen when I am on my own with the children.
What can I do? Does loss of symptoms at 7 weeks mean my baby has died? I just feel so lost