Pregnancy number 7 - struggling to stay motivated

[ItsAMooPoint]

I'm now on my 7th pregnancy (none yet successful).

I am struggling so much to stay motivated with TTC. I am tired and fed up with the whole thing.

I don't even want to tell DH because I just know the bleeding will start again not long after and we'll be back at square one.

I hate admitting it but I just can't fucking be arsed anymore, I'm not even happy to be pregnant but I have absolutely no hope left in me that this will work out.

I'm sorry. Have you had all the tests and have you had any answers?

Yes, I have a balanced translocation.

God that's shit. I'm sorry.

There's nothing anyone can say that will make you feel better, I know. But "the one that sticks" has to start somewhere and I have everything crossed for you that it's this one x

How are things now? Did you tell your husband?

I kind of get how your feeling- I too have a balanced translocation and have had 5 miscarriages with no living children. I couldn't take anymore so hopefully going down the IVF route. Have you thought about that?
Are you getting support from a recurrent miscarriage clinic?x