Hi all - firstly sorry to all of you who are currently going through this as well, or who have done previously.
Quite quickly after finding out I was pregnant, I started bleeding. It was similar to a period and lasted around 4 days. I got checked and had bloods taken and urine sample which came back okay, and was advised to come back if it got worse and if I had severe pain. Few days after I had stopped bleeding, I had very light spotting. Concerned again, I went to my Drs and then went to the EPU. They took bloods and told me they would call me if it was bad news, but if I didn't receive a phonecall then I would go for an early scan.
I received the phonecall. Devastated.
I have to go back in a few days for another blood test. But now I'm just in this weird kind of place, I'm not sure if I'm to have more bleeding (I've only had slight spotting now and again) or if it's over yet. I know they'll explain but I just don't feel like it's right. I've not had severe cramps or anything, just lower back pain (more like an ache?). The bleeding as a whole wasn't what I'd expect for a miscarriage - no big clots or a ton of blood. I was 6+3 when they told me.
I'm just questioning everything, even though the hcg levels went down a considerable amount. I suppose it's because I don't want to admit it to myself properly.
I think I needed somewhere to express these thoughts and that it has actually happened. Positive stories after a miscarriage would be greatly appreciated. 