I miscarried 2 weeks ago tomorrow. At first I was numb. I’m still not convinced it’s sunk in to be honest. Every single one of my friends in my closest circle are pregnant. Before I got pregnant I was quite jealous. One of them fell on by accident and is feeling guilty because her pregnancy has progressed fine and our baby was wanted and we lost it. When I first miscarried I was ok with their pregnancies. I suppose I still am in a way. But I feel I’m heading quickly back to feeling jealous of their pregnancies. I haven’t even stopped bleeding yet and it feels like I can’t move forward because of that. I hate feeling like this. I’m struggling so bad and just want the days to end. I keep asking myself why me. There is no answer, I know this. When will it get easier. I feel so low and crap 😭 xxx