I found out I’d had a missed miscarriage on Sunday 18th November, I went for and early scan because I had some light bleeding and they couldn’t find a heartbeat, I was just over 10 weeks but they said it only measured as 8 weeks and must had just stopped growing. My OH was away and had to fly back to be with me, I opted for surgical management and went back into hospital the next morning. Because of an emergency that came in I ended up having to wait until the evening which was very hard to cope with. The whole experience was traumatic and I was devastated because I really wanted this baby, I already had a very early miscarriage earlier this year and this would have been my first baby. I bleed on and off for two weeks but now I’m thinking about when I can start ttc again. All I can think about is being pregnant again.
To top it all off I had a message about starting pregnancy yoga last night even though I had asked them to take me off the list. I really want to start feeling normal again, when will it get better?