at the ripe old age of 41 I discovered I was pregnant with baby number 5, planned after s.o brought the subject up a year ago... I was a bit dubious at first as I had just gone back full time and we were in a good place but the idea of another won me over.
so fast forward a year and I got the bfp, I was over the moon, him not so much but I put that down to him being a typical male.
9 weeks pregnant and the bleeding started, scan at epau and a blighted ovum, im waiting now to miscarry, s,o has just said hes not sure if we should try again, im heartbroken. I just feel like hes built my hopes up to shatter them....I knew he would say this but no idea why? we have been together 15 years and have 2 kids, I feel so cheated right now, my bodies let me down and now he has