Earlier this year I had a missed miscarriage. It seemed, at the time, a very lengthy process to actual confirmation. I chose an abortion tablet for convenience as my schedule was busy. Aside from a couple of dreadful days during the miscarriage process, I felt I coped well.
A few months later, I find myself pregnant again. I thought i wanted a second child and I do but I found myself feeling ambivalent towards this pregnancy. I felt a bit depressed as I'm not where I want to be career wise. I booked an early scan again and then suddenly felt compelled to bring the scan forward. I had it today and it looks to be the same story. If it's anything like last time, I'm looking at over a week's wait for final confirmation.
I don't know how to feel, really, but I'm going away shortly. Do I demand to take the tablet asap or could I wait it out? Trouble is, I don't fancy it coming on while staying with relatives.