Been on an off here the last few years and found it a great support. Had 3 miscarriages after DS and one before him. Tried to stay positive and eventually paid a lot of money for private investigations. For some reason we were both convinced it was me. I have slightly raised TH1/TH2 cells but told this was treatable so was feeling better but we found out today that my husband has very low sperm quality. It's not the count but the quality. He's going to go on antioxidants and then be retested.
He's devastated, blaming himself for all we've been through. I'm trying to hold it together but really gutted. He has suffered from depression in the past and I'm really worried that that is about to rear its ugly head again.
My little boy is getting older and all he asks about is brothers and sisters. It breaks my heart. The stress of everything has had a massive impact on my life over the last few years. I have just given up a job because I couldn't cope with the stress of the job and the recurrent miscarriages and all the uncertainty. On top of that I am surrounded at the moment by pregnant friends.
I realise I'm in a better situation than many, I just feel like I can't emotionally cope. Does anyone have any positive things things to say about poor sperm quality and what can be done?