I miscarried in October 2017 and I am still so upset, I feel so lost and I just don’t know what to do with myself. I’m now 12 days late for my period and I’ve done 5 tests all came back negative is it bad that I’m so desperate for them to be positive just so I get another chance. I still blame myself for the miscarriage 
I have a new partner now and he doesn’t want kids yet. When would be the right time?